i worked on a post yesterday for some time.
in the end it’s pretty simple.
i was stunned and stupefied by the violence of that day. i was heartbroken for the survivors. i still am.
now there is another element; a howling, furious, decidedly non-peaceful sense of betrayal, that such a loss has been used to justify and enable yet more suffering.
i’m sure a lot more needs to be said, but that’s all i can manage for now.